Opportunities...

Strive...Make the best out of every opportunity. I thought of the words as I read the invitation to attend the Cathy Savage Fitness Camp. I recalled all of the times that a judge had told me that I didn't have the posing down enough to show off my physique. I did my quarter turns once again in the mirror in front of me. My arms stiff as maniquin modeling the latest fashion. I wasn't supposed to look like a stiff model; I was supposed to look relaxed, even though, I'm flexing. I was supposed to smile, even though my lips felt like they were shaking under the lights...look forward when doing a side pose, not at the judges...flex your lats, even though they want to squeeze together; make sure your face is full and not too thin from dieting...but make sure your really lean......I thought of all the things I still hadn't mastered. I thought of the possiblility of becoming part of a team that could help me figure out these shortcomings that I have yet to conquer. A competitor is sometimes the only player on his field. It is a lonely game sometimes trying to win all by yourself. I think the time has come for me to humble myself and ask for the assistance that I need. A game is always more successful with great players on the same team. I have decided to join this team so that I can share my strengths and receive guidance on my weaknesses. I will not rush to the stage this time around...I will be a confident champion at her 100% next time I put on those 6 inch glass heels.....With a Team that helped me get there, yelling from the audience...